Yup, it's just what it says. I've deleted everything now and this is how it will look from now on.

I am making up my mind on wether I am going to make a whole new account in the future or not right now. However, if I do make a new account someday, I will probably not link to it here. You're going to have to come by it yourself.

I am starting over with my whole life. I don't want to think of what used to be anymore, only the future awaits.
New friends, a family, a career...it sounds silly but that is actually what I want, feels great whenever I actually think about it.

I still like to draw and I will never EVER quit drawing, but I never started to draw to make friends or fans. I started to draw because I needed to. Drawing is my well-needed therapy. If I can't find paper and pen when I am sad I end up in the corner of a room isolating myself and drowning myself in shame.
I don't know why it is so important to me, it just is. But I am sure of one thing, the fact that I can't be happy looking at my pictures like this. I can never see anything in them that was for myself, only things I made for others...others whom don't exist for me anymore.

This sort of breaks my heart. It feels like I recently lost a really important person and...I am feeling really confused right now.

But yeah, life goes on.

Like I said. I wont be back, at least not as devilchicka. That name is in the past.
The new me will be a mistery for whoever cares...and no matter how much you ask for the answers you wont get it. It just feels better like that. It's easier to pretend that I never even had a nerdy-artfag-internetz-life in the first place.
It's easier to be the chick who used to draw on walls cause she didn't have any more space left in her sketchbooks.

So here it goes. Henceforth devilchicka no longer exists. Never did and I will never go back.

Hope you all are having a hellova life, though, and that all of you continue drawing or have an intresst for art or pretty-creative things. Regardless of what anyone tells you or makes you believe.

Fare thee well, fellow artfags. Live long and prosper.